Alright guys, this the last post of my blog *i gueess*
I'm going to fucking close this fuckign blog and i will tell you the fucking reason.
Firstly, I will start the story of my Depressed life so far.
Alright, people asked me who is the day.
I shall reveal you fucking bastards...
I'm Koh Miao long, and average joe who is cute since primary 5, not.
I joined a group called Goldenlion.
An wushu and liondance club.
Im always an outcast, till now.
No one likes me, neither do i .
I progress quite alot , sec 1 i was appointed to go to china for a wushu exchange.
fuck that.
Beside bad memories, i don't know whats left for me to think of.
Our "bond" formed, as an empryean thriler.
Woot, i WAS proud of it.
They were my only friends...
I thought they were, but they ain't.
Sec 3, we got a champion in the wushu competition .
Like ....yay!
Fuck that. I still remember pin wen says that everyone has a "forte?"
Like Ming laing good leadership
and what sort.
Guess what is mine?
I've lousy skills, bad skills .
So don't follow me, all the bad points are inflected on me.
Wooohooo, what a compliment, nice going pin wen.
Every year, since secondary 2, I celebrated everyone bday, as far as i concern.
Almost everyone, i check out their birthday, plan with the others.
Mostly i do the shit, i buy the cake and stuff.
I still remember, i bought a r-lock for Mingliang,
Yes, R- lock may seems easy to find, but back then it was a lil hard.
It's red, i need to book for a month or so to get it.
It cost around $30 .
But, i had never recieved any present from them.
I believe i did every shit as best friend gotta do...
But i never recieve any shit from them.
No one remembers my birthday.
Do they even know i have one?
Oh fuck , why do i even fuck care .
Resolution for 2009
Ya, i have resolution.
No.1
To get into
Tp Apparel design & merch
Or Nafa or Laselle F.design.
No.2
To get my band fixed and ROCK AND ROLL BABY!
No.3
To find a place in someone heart.
Fuck this is so fucking gay shyt.
No.4
To get a acoustic Guitar with Plugins.
No.5
To have Longer hair.
No.6
Be nicer to my Parents.
No.7
Buy Ds-1
Mt- 1
No.8
Able to shred with rhytm
no.9
Go for band recording.
No.10
Actually, to be happy.
Thank you guys,who is viewing my fucking blog, and my drama.
I'm going to close this fucking blog i think
Probably....opening a new one.
But not going to tell you guys!!!
Muahaaahah!
I'm not insane.
But there is something you guys need to know.
Don't treat people too nice, don't gave everything you have.
You treat people half nice, and don't actually gave a fuck .
You gained more this way.
It doesn't pay off to be nice.
Like what i love to say
FUCK THE WORLD.
Comments (3)
- pats miya -
i know how you feel. it's like you have so many people around you but they just don't seem to be with you.
no one remembers my birthday either >_> only 3 of my friends wished me through sms and the only ones who wished me online were friendster friends i never hung out with much or at all.
i know the feeling of giving something but not getting anything in return. everytime my friend's birthday they will always call for a gathering and then we give him / her presents. but on our birthdays, no one calls us out nor gives us anything. Never give nevermind, but they don't even remember or bother to wish you happy birthday? #_#
Don't be emo k miya? Want to see you happy and ki-siao again :3
yae, it's better off not to really treat people w all you've got sometimes.
Cheers.
i blogging at other website.